the past
did a poor job
of being
the future
when it had
the chance.
so were i sit
today
knowing the mistakes
i made yesterday
yet still unable
to get things right
today.
tomorrow
is gonna
suck, too.
knowing this
makes me think
that what
i am trying
to do
is not even close
to what
needs to be done.
that makes
more sense
than believing
i am right
about everything
and the real problem
is all those
other people
who just refuse
to understand
that my truth
is the only
truth.
hell,
even i
have trouble
swallowing that.